Never knowing what to write

I had an essay to write for my college comp I class. The topic was "Why or Why not I like to write". I like to write so that's what I went with, I got through with the two pages fairly easy. I always feel as though if I'm not given a topic I just freeze because I feel the topic I chose isn't good enough. Writing this blog is a lot like that. I skipped two years because I simply do not know what to write about, do I just write a bunch of random crap? What do people find interesting? What is so great in my life that people will even read my blog? Why am I worrying so much about what other people think of my blog? So here I am, just me. Another rambling mom on a mission to nowhere.

How I became a mom...

   I have been a mom for thirteen years, the first time I became a mom I was seventeen years old. I was a senior in high school. During the beginning of my senior year I quit school. I was on bed rest because my little baby was ready to make her appearance. We spent many days and nights in the hospital getting steroid shots to help her grow and brethine shots to stop contractions. We were able to keep her in until 34 weeks. When she was born she was so chunky from all the steroids. She was perfectly healthy.

   Over the last thirteen years that teen mom that was so scared and unsure of what lay ahead, well she still fails daily at being a mom. She lets her kids have cokes and candy on occasion. Sometimes she has to yell to get her point across. Sometimes a little too much. But, she's doing this mom life the best she can.
 

   I went from being a teen mom, to a mom of three girls, to being a bonus mom to two little boys. Life with these five has forever changed my life.

"Of all the things my arms have held, the best by far is all of you."

Welcoming myself back....

I started posting more on instagram after starting a daily cleaning/decluttering post for the year. My plan is to daily post a new task for my followers to do. I spent all of 2017 decluttering my house and wanted to help others. I have been asked over and over if I had a blog so I decided to come back here and try to start blogging again. I plan on trying to make this a weekly thing so lets see how it goes. Busy mom of five plus being a college student..... fingers crossed I can blog and be an inspiration for others.